Thanks for the feedback everyone.
About the film used for the video: I found it on archive.org and I was both amazed and disturbed by the images. Back in the ‘50s knife throwing was a widely accepted attraction and this woman, Louella Gallegher (not my mother :) ) was one of the better known knife throwers. Using your children at the throwing board was kind of normal back then. The kids were raised with knives flying and hitting the board around them. Imagine this happening today. Totally horrendous. I thought this patch was as disturbing and unrestful as the knife throwing mother. And the nuns overlooking the whole thing among the teenagers, kind of out of this world and still, so much a part of it.
I am inspired by birth, death and the events inbetween.